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From: Sophie ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ <▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓>
To: Sophie Abromowitz <sophie.abromowitz@gmail.com>
June ▓▓▓ 2025 2:15 PM
Subject: Hiiii / Lil Request!
Sophie A,
Looooong time no talk, name twin! Hope you are doing so good (or at least as well as you can under the circumstances :( ). Are you still in Brooklyn? I remember running into you on Eastern Parkway pre pandemic. I think you met the guy I was dating at the time… would you believe I don’t even remember his name? Okay I remember it now, but it took me wayyy too long lmao. How are things? Are you still at the same job? Copywriting, right? Working on any of your own projects? I remember you were always working on something in high school… feels like a million years ago now (don’t tell me how many years it actually was lol! I don’t want to knowwww). Tell me everythinggg, let’s catch up!
If you’re wondering: I’m actually in Colorado now! I moved back to Boston for a bit in 2021 when my dad got sick (he’s fine now but it was scary there for a second) and ended up meeting ~someone~. He’s from the Boulder area and when his phd program ended he took me with him! Never thought I would go full snowbunny but idk I stopped trying to predict things a whillle ago. If you’re ever in the area you should def hit us up, we’ve got a gorgeous guest room and a dog that goes crazyyy for new people.
OK so I might as well cut to the chase: obv I DO want to catch up but I didn’t just drop out of the blue into your inbox for no reason. And the reason is… drumroll…. I need you to think about me!! And yes I KNOW how that sounds but I honestly really do. It doesn’t have to be that long or that intense or anything. I just need you to think about me in the corner of your room. I know there’s a dresser there but I can be on top of it sitting or crouching or whatever you think makes sense, it’s not super important. I’m wearing what I’m wearing so if you think about it, that’s right. You can do it in your home looking at where I’d be or just wherever you’re reading this email taking a few seconds to picture it (real mississippi seconds though!). Think about what I’m doing and how I sound and what’s different than how you remember me. You don’t have to do anything else honestly, just think about me with some good focus.
Listen, I do honestly know how annoying it is for someone to just pop back up out of nowhere and immediately hit you with a request. aren’t you glad I’m not in an MLM lmao? but it would really mean a lot to me if you took the time.
Looking forward to hearing from you and so glad to be back in each others lives!
Love love
Sophie ▓
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From: Sophie ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ <▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓>
To: Sophie Abromowitz <sophie.abromowitz@gmail.com>
July ▓▓▓ 2025 1:19 AM
Subject: re: Hiiii / Lil Request!
hey sophie
Hiiii I’m just being annoying and nudging because I didn’t hear from you and I don’t think you did it! Or you didn’t do it how I asked you to. Sorry for nagging I know I would hate getting an email like this too! I was wondering if the issue was that I wasn’t specific enough so I thought I should maybe send over what I was asking in a little more detail, and that might be helpful for you. This is a little different than what I said last time but maybe you’ll have an easier time with these.
1. Think about me up high, in a high place. Picture me there up high on a wall or a pole with the wind tugging my clothes. Where am I going?
2. Think about me as I move slowly up and over with the wind tugging my clothes. Focus on how I’m moving and how slow I’m moving. Focus on my face and the shape of my mouth and what’s in it.
3. Think about me in the center of your room. Last time I said to put me on the dresser but this time instead I can be in the bed, through it. It doesn’t matter, whatever you think makes sense. Think about where I’m looking. Really focus on THAT I’m looking but not really on what I’m looking at, if that makes sense.
I think if you just try it it will make a lot of sense. And if you dooo I won’t have to keep emailing you lmao (sorry sorry so annoying I know). But this really does matter a lot to me and you’re the only one I’m asking to do this, if that means anything. So please just take a few minutes!
tysm and love again,
Sophie ▓
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From: Sophie ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ <▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓>
To: Sophie Abromowitz <sophie.abromowitz@gmail.com>
August ▓▓▓ 2025 5:40 AM
Subject: re: re: Hiiii / Lil Request!
sophie,
When you don’t think about me it means I have trouble on my end. I don’t want to get into it and I don’t want to bother you with my problems but I really am having trouble on my end and would appreciate if you would just take a few minutes on the subway right now to think about me. You’re not even going to have service between stations in a sec so idk what’s stopping you from doing it other than just not wanting to, which I honestlyyyy don’t get since it’s so EASY. Just think about me there in the train car, moving at the same speed as the train car, wearing what I’m wearing. Think about me with my arms and legs PLEASE and the expression on my face, the shape of my mouth and what’s in it. What’s in it? When you think about it I’ll know what’s in it so this is important to me! This really matters to me! You don’t have to think about anyone else in the train car or even yourself just me, that’s how easy it is. Just me just me just me. Just think about it and I won’t ever send you another email because I won’t have to. Just let me in and I won’t have to ever. Picture me and focus one two three (full mississippis). Just three mississippis and that’s all it takes. What’s in my mouth Sophie please
please and thankssss
Sophie ▓
